Losses in life can be extremely painful and hard to understand
Whether it is the the loss of a loved one, a relationship, a job, or an illness that keeps us from experiencing life in it's fullness, we struggle to undrstand why. How could our loving Father allow this to happen? While we know we live in a fallen world and we face an enemy, we also know that there is nothing too hard for our God. There is nothing that can happen that doesn't first filter through His hands. So we cry out for insight and understanding.
In this lifetime we may not find the answer. "All that I know now is partial and incomplete, but then I will know everything completely, just as God knows me now. " 1Cor. 13:12b NLT The best that we can do is trust Him that He has an eternal purpose that we cannot yet see. We give to Him that which we do not understand. We give Him our hurt, our pain our loss to be offered up as a sacrifice, Saying "I don't understand Lord, but I trust You." David said"I will not sacrifice that which cost me nothing."2Sam. 24:24
I think of the woman with the alabaster box. She gave all that she had, the most expensive thing that she could give to anoint His Body. In our brokenness we can do the same thing. There is an anointing that comes with brokenness when we willingly give that which cost us. When we give our hurt our pain, our loss, saying, "Lord I don't understand, but I trust You." There is an anointing that will be used for the glory of God, as we journey toward our Heavenly Home. God uses those who give their all to Him, trusting Him, in the dark painful times in their lives.
When we trust Him in times of great trial and hardship He will bring us through and use what we have offered up to Him that He may be glorified."I will deliver you and you will glorify Me." Ps. 50:15
"For everyone will be seasoned with fire, and every sacrifice will be seasoned with salt." Mark 9:49 Our sacrifices are seasoned with salt, making the world hungry for God. I believe that one day we will see those in Heaven who are there as a result of those painful things we went through in this life and chose to offer up to our Lord. Trusting Him in our deepest darkest times, that eternal purposes are being achieved.
Meanwhile His grace, mercy and love is sufficient to get through any trial or tribulation this life presents. He has promised He would not leave nor forsake us.
"Trust Him when you don't understand. Trust His heart. Trust His purpose. Trust Him when it is your heart that is broken. Trust His goodness. Trust Him beyond the grave. Trust Him to know best. Trust His plan to be bigger than yours. Trust Him to keep His Word. Trust Him to be on time. Trust Him to be enough. Trust Him to set you free. Trust Him and Him alone. The times when you and I can't trace His hand of purpose, we must trust His heart of love." Anne Graham Lotz
Lord, help us as we lift up to you all our hurts, our pain, our loss as a sacrifice. Strengthen us in you. We pray that You will take all the the enemy has used to cause hurt and pain in our lives, and turn it around for Your glory. Let our sacrifices be seasoned with salt and used for eternal purposes. "So we fix our eyes not on what is seen, but what is unseen. For what is seen is temporary, but what is unseen is eternal." 2Cor. 4:18
